and by the way

it's still vince :)

i still love Loser. but i don't think i should call him that. because he's not a loser of any kind.

well we fight all the time because times have changed. we may break up sooner or later, i don't know when, but i don't want to wait for that anymore. why would you anticipate for a break up when you don't even want to leave the person you love?

relationship problems aside, issa is still in progress. still emo, i guess. nevertheless, still existing. :)

so i was thinking...

maybe i should delete this blog.

re-reading all my posts here and in my wordpress blog depresses me. i don't know if i still feel the same way as i did before, but remembering how i used to be makes me feel so different now. definitely not more mature, but less immature. i don't know what vince would say to that haha :D

i'm just going to copy and paste this entry to my other blog. i have an account in tumblr, it's less depressing because it's more visual. be a friend, follow me, and go ask me some questions as an anon.

so, to make it official, this blog is officially on hiatus. i'll delete this when i become semi-famous so people won't have to emotionally blackmail me with the entries i posted here. that's IF i become semi-famous.

unwanted feelings

battling unwanted feelings: insecurity, jealousy, and pointless hatred.

i feel like shit.

resurrection

i was thinking whether or not i should continue this blog. i happened to run into an old friend's blog, and he was thinking the same thing. so, i might as well revive this blog while no one's still reading it :D

these days i'm often at the department, since i'm the new student assistant. there are actually more perks being an SA, especially if you're not a big fan of "hanging out with my friends." although it has taken away my precious library time (i haven't borrowed a single fiction book from the library ever since my SA duty.) but i still try to read some books i bought at Booksale.

i'm currently reading a film review blog.

ba't wala ako sa picture friends mo

"ako pinicture-friend kita. tapos si ganito, ganyan, pinicture-friend ko rin. bat ako wala sa picture friends mo? ang sama mo talaga!"

(kaputahan number 978364587138451)

and then there was valentine's day.

care to add something to this?

once upon a time..

i fell in love..











...then everything else came falling apart too.




and then i died. because i just could not stop falling.

things i did on 2008

nakaw'd from wence. late post.

Where did you begin 2008?
bahay

What was your status by Valentine's day of 2008?
probably close to sane

Did you have to go to the hospital?
to visit random people i wasnt really close to, yes

Did you have any encounters with the police?
ahmm...nope. fortunately

What did you purchase over $500?
none whatsoever. or at least none that i know of

Did you know anybody who got married?
knew. only knew. lots.

Did you know anybody who passed away?

yea...someone really close

What sporting events did you attend?
none that i really remember.

What concerts/shows did you go to?
2008? hmm.probably the most memorable would be thursday gig and muziklaban. thursday gig for the hell of a night and muziklaban for the vince moment

Where do you live now?
boarding house (aka isolation room)

Describe your birthday.
BORING.pero may mga awww factor

What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did?
hahahaha

Any new additions to your family?
? no

What was your best month?
definitely march

Who was your best drinking buddy?
WALA!

Made new friends?
yep. those from school.haha

Any regrets?
inevitable.

What do you want to change in 2009?
my life. my way of thinking.

Overall, how would you rate this year?
pass.

Have any life changes in 2008?
well someone changed my life

Get a new job?
i wish

How old did you turn this year?
17

Did anything embarrassing?
inevitable

Get married or divorced?
pass

Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
the david cook season, yea

Start a new hobby?
no new hobbies

Are you happy to see 2008 go?
well. 3 more years til the end of the world

Drank Starbucks in 2008?
yep.last moments with a friend

Been naughty or nice?
secret

What are you wishing for in 2009?
pass

Done something you've regretted?
i thought this question was asked a few moments ago

Lost someone?
....yea

Cut class?
never.hahaha

Was involved in something you'll never forget?
always involved, but never on purpose

Cooked a gross meal?
hahaha of course

Lost something important to you?
my sanity?

Got a gift you adore?
haha oo naman.

Tripped over a coffee table?
i can't remember which one...

Dyed your hair?
yep

Came close to losing your life?
yes.

Went to a party?
yep. even those which i wasnt invited to haha

Read a great book?
unbearable lightness of being :D

2008: FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Did you meet any new friends this year?
yea.

Did you dislike anyone?
i always dislike anyone, only that i dont tell them right away.

Did you grow apart from anyone?
....yea

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
no not at all

2008: YOUR BIRTHDAY

Did you have a cake?
haha yup

Did you get any presents?
yup

2008: ALL ABOUT YOU

Did you change at all this year?
i suppose a part of me

Did you change your style?
more subtle and discreet than the other year

Were you in school?
yup

Did you have a job?
already answered this

Did you drive?
long story. technically,yes, but only for a few seconds

Did anyone close to you give birth?
no

Did you go on any vacations?
metaphysical, none

Would you change anything about yourself now?
for a good cause yes

2008: WRAP UP

Was 2008 a good year?
somehow

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
no. it'll always be a crappy year to expect